It’s weird. I’ve been really excited about getting back into writing on here. I’ve written quite a few posts in my head and even logged on a few times. But every time I sit down to write something, I’m overcome with nervousness and choose to browse Facebook or Pinterest instead. Even now, I’m feeling extremely anxious and seriously considering calling off the whole thing. Is there such a thing as “blog fright?”
Anyway, tonight I told myself that I was just going to sit down and write. And here I am.
A few weeks ago one of my friends told me that my blog didn’t really have a focus, which is true. I think that’s part of why I’ve been having a hard time writing. I know what I wanted this blog to be when I started but things have changed, and I’m not sure that’s what I want it to be anymore.
Personally, I’ve been really focusing on putting myself back together. Stemming from that, I think I want this blog to be a place where I can talk about how I’m cultivating happiness in my life. Instead of spending a lot of time talking about recipes and whatnot, I plan to write more about how I’m trying to re-kick start my habit forming resolution and retraining my brain toward optimism, in addition to other things that make me feel a little more light. Aside from those things, I want to have the freedom to write about whatever–even if that means breaking my “focus” every once in awhile.
Hopefully redefining what I’m doing on here will make writing less scary and help keep my outlook more positive.
